Day 1: Hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself.

In one year, I hope to be done with my fifth semester of college, and be well on my path to transferring to a four year university. Hopefully I have a steady job as well. Other than that, I plan on finally being out of my house and living with Alex (hopefully) now that he has a job, and focusing on our relationship and future. As for dreams, there’s really nothing that I can think of at the moment except for that I dream of going to the beach with Alex, 1) because I love it there and I want to go back SO bad, and 2) Alex has never been. I wanna be there with him his first time, ♥ Other than that, I just want things to be going good and to be happy this next year. I’m excited to see where things go.

ohh, & here’s the photo of myself (:

fuck. my. fucking. life.

-_-

& I already have so much fucking homework. -_-

I hate my life so fucking much. today was the shittiest day, in so many aspects. just as I woke up knowing it was going to be. fuuckkkk.

today was the first day that i got to see my boyfriend in almost a week, and i miss him already, :( i know i’ll get to see him in the morning, but it’s still the point that i hate leaving him to go home at night.

i can’t wait until we get a place of our own this summer, and i get to cuddle (and have sex! xD) every single night, and never have to leave him. i’d love that, ♥

for now, going to work on some homework, lmao. back to school tomorrow, but on the plus side i only have 2 weeks left of this semester, and i’ll be done with my first semester of college, xD

but not willingly.

it’s only because i can’t sleep, really.

oh, and because i’m stressed and i need to get some of it done so i can relax this weekend. that’s about it.

ohhh hey guys. this is what my night is consisting of tonight. it’s gonna be a loooooooong ass night of college homework. -_- oh, and don’t mind the messy room. :P

gotta love college & getting an education.

yes, i am. i’m currently going for my Associate of Arts degree in Criminal Justice, (it’s the transfer program), and then when I transfer to a four year university, i’m double majoring in Criminal Justice and Political Science, with a minor in Legal Studies. (doing the 5 year master plan). I want to be a juvenile probation officer or a psychologist for troubled kids.

if it’s the last thing that i do.

i like college and all, but i’m starting to regret going to community college for the transfer program. i see all the kids i grew up and graduated with post pictures on facebook of their dorm rooms and such, and i’m starting to feel slightly regretful of my decision. i don’t think it will be too bad when i finally get my own place with Alex and can decorate it my way and shit, but for now i’m actually sort of jealous. -_-

complete. and off to a great start. :)

So. i just logged onto my college account email thing (whatever the hell it is), and got my finalized schedule for the fall. why i did this at 1:30 am, idk. but i’m excited to have everything finalized, :)

Mondays:
- Reading Comprehension; 3:30 - 4:45.
- Intro Algebra; 6:30 - 9:15.

Tuesdays:
- Public Speaking; 5:00 - 6:15.

Wednesdays:
- Reading Comprehension; 3:30 - 4:45.

Thursdays:
- Foundation Seminar; 4:00 - 4:50.
- Public Speaking; 5:00 - 6:15.
- Art Appreciation; 6:30 - 9:15.

i have mornings AND fridays off. how much better could this get? xD i’m pretty excited, and i can’t wait for August 15th to get here. i’m ready to start this part of my life now that i’m done with the hell of a high school i went to. xD

i’ve been done with high school for 2 weeks now, and i’m already for college to start in the fall. i have my schedule & id, so now i’m just waiting. the summer is nice, but there’s so much going on right now. stress levels are definitely through the roof right now. graduation ceremony was Saturday, and i officially have my diploma. i officially did it, :)