never again. at least not for a loooooooooooooooooong time. bleh.

Day 2: Something that’s illegal, but you think should be legal.

Marijuana. Weed. Mary Jane. Pot. MJ. Smoke. Green. Bud. etc, etc.

Whatever you wanna call it, I think it should be legal. There’s nothing wrong with smoking pot in my opinion. You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to. No one’s forcing you to, that’s your choice. Just the same as those who smoke pot CHOOSE to. Besides, pot being legal could potentially (in all reality it would if you think about it) help the economy. Plus, you’d have less people getting in trouble and other legal shit, making less money of ours (taxes) being used to house those who are in jail on Marijuana charges (yes, that number is actually quite large). Problem/s solved, :P

But really though, there’s absolutely nothing wrong toasting a bowl or lighting up a blunt. Forreal.

I did a shit ton of Xanax, and i’m feeling great. though, as I was coming home.. I saw him. I mean, I understand he lives next door to me, so that makes the break up harder, but actually seeing him outside at almost 1 in the morning?

he looked at me.. and turned my direction like he was going to talk to me.. and for a moment, that’s all I wanted. I wanted to run up to him, kiss him, hug him, feel his body against mine, just one more time..

one more night. that’s all I want. one more night, where he’s mine and it doesn’t seem like we’re lost. one more night, to feel like things are okay with us again. like when we were in love. </3 I miss it so much already.. I can’t handle being alone..

but I guess it’s alright since we’re getting an ounce of dank today after I go to Easter dinner at my dad’s, :P

life will be good. ♥

yet, I can’t sleep. i’m speeding balls off of aderol, again. third night in a row.. I need to stop this shit, lolol.

^ pftttt, yeah. okay.

we’re definitely not high… :P

jk. we were. xD

he’s so cute.

……and noticeably high as fuck. :P

right now that I can’t sleep.
i’m speeding balls. don’t worry, just aderol. but still. holy tits.

pfffffft.

we smoked like, 2 blunts last night & road tripped and just chilled. then, today we smoked a joint, another blunt, and numerous bowls. this added onto Xanex and Morphines, and the vodka, this weekend - Monday/Tuesday, have been reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallly good. I like being fucked up with my boyfriend, and doing fun, chill, relaxing shit.

which, btw. what’s better? :P

high sex, drunk sex, or sober sex?

was actually pretty good.

spent it with Alex, and got fucked the fuck up yesterday. a friend fronted us $90 worth of 1mg Xanex, and we bought two 15 mg Morphine pills, and got fuuuuuuuuuucked up. and then Saturday night we drank some Vodka. so, it’s been a good weekend. lololol. I love being able to spend time with my boyfriend, <3

but i’m not completely sure if I wanna / or if i’m ready to. it’d only be a one time thing though..

anyone have any stories, experiences they’d like to share?

definitely just found a couple Xanax in my car when I was cleaning it out.

these babies? going up the nose. cause I’ve been sober for way too fucking long.

we like to get high together. and once again, pictures like this end up on my camera. lol.

ugh. i’m sober as FUCK right now.
& i honestly wish i weren’t.